做作女

oh my god...
i just realise i was like memorising during my presentation after i watched the video
wtF
i was so 做作
so disgusting
yakkkkk
i think i didn't have any acting talent for sure
sad case
T____T
hope i can do better in the next time
hwaiting!!!!

visit to an old folk's home =)

oh gosh... i really hate myself sooooooooooooo much... what the F i m doing?? i just always keep eating all those rubbish... and what i like to do is i like to make my tummy swelling(i mean super duper full that kind) and this will only make me satisfied for my dinner... and actually i already keep doing this for around 4 or 5 days.... oh oh noooo... if i did it for my breakfast, i think should be ok... but i dunno why i like to make it for my dinner... can i just slap myself heavily?? T__T

ok.... stop talking about this( hope that i can actually reflect on this problem)... let's change topic... alright... we have a lot of events recently like hotel management tour, bowling competition and some talks and seminars, because these are actually parts of our assignment.. we have to organise an event by each group.. we have 5 groups in our class.. so that means there are 5 events for us to participate and tell u what... these events cost us sooooooo much... feel like killing us... what the hell... but we have no choice what... T___T

So today, it was another event which is a visit to an old folk's home at ss3.. this event is started from 8.30 to 11.30... but 1 hour was wasted by the time we took the bus to there and back from there.. at there, we had divided into a few groups which are cleaning, planting/gardening, painting and chit-chatting with the old people..

And yea i was going to paint... so, 5 of us went to a smaller old folk's home which is near to the main one.. the manager fetched us to there... she is really good and kind... and our task was to paint the gate.. firstly, i didn't intend to paint and instead of this i plan to watch them paint only.. haha...(i am so bad, right? because as u know, i cannot expose my skin to the sunlight)... but once the 2 black guys did the painting, i really felt that i should join this painting job... because u know why... they were just simply brush the gate... i really dunno what they doing.

and finally, i join them... and when i started to paint, i feel like it was a fun job until when my friend wanted my brush, i don't want to give her anymore and i asked her to take from the black guy...hehe... then, 3 girls were doing the painting while the 2 black guys were just sitting besides and smoking...(i don't like them seriously)...

but the sun was getting hotter and hotter, i can't stand with the sunlight and sweating anymore... so i stop this painting job and passed to the black guys... and i just sat at the sides watching them paint.... hahaa.... i dunno how 4 people could paint with just 3 brushes actually... wahahaa...

after resting for a while, i decided to go inside the home to see those old people. i am scared that i couldn't communicate with them because most of them spoke cantonese(although i think i can speak, but somehow i cant really hear them clearly)... but once i step inside the home, 1 ah ma was smiling to me and started to talk with me... she talked a lot and then i just keep listening to what she told me... because when i asked her something, she didn't really answer my question... she keep on praising me... she said i am pandai, i am good and i have a nice smile... made me so shy and i answered her “没有啦”

when the time we wanted to leave, she told me that “你有空要来看我har。你结婚的时候要给我知道har" when i heard this, i felt that this ah ma was really cute... actually there are still many conversation between us, but i cannot list out all because i know u guys will feel boring when reading this... hahaha...

emmm.... what i can say about today event is i can actually feel their loneliness... kind of happy joining this event though.. but they are not as weak as we thought before but some of them still need to use the tongkat... emmm... but today we have no much time actually... i wish i can go there again when i am free... i wish i can help them and make them happy as well.... yeah!!! wait for me ya.... the ah ma is gonna miss me a lot ya =))) hahaha.... no worries... i will go to visit u soon(when my semester break)

HEHEHEHEHE

NICE MEMORY

Hwaiting

yeshhh yeshhhh
my cooking gas finally reached
i m so happy right now
i can cook from now on
don't need to eat outside food anymore
yeah yeah
i want to cook barley, green bean
yupieeeee
and since i got my cooking gas
its time for me to diet already
i want to cook all healthy food
yuhuuuuuu~~~
NG MUN MUN
hwaiting!!!!!
=))))

What a "good" day

today

i was kinda unlucky

why i said so

firstly

something happen with my friend last night

so today afternoon i msn asked her

and finally i decided to go to find her

to birng her out for lunch

since she was alone at home(me too)

when on the way going to her place

a small accident happened to me

(i dunno whether is it considered as a small 1)

i crashed someone's car

but actually was not my fault

the car just simply cut the car to his or her left hand side without looking around

and by the time i was on the most left hand side

and my speed was kinda fast

and hence i couldnt emergency break

and finally "pong"

wtf

that time my mind was keep saying: "ccb"

but what can i do

i was alone that time

i can't argue with the driving person

and so i just let it be

oh goshhh

but i think the car that i crashed didnt get much injured

but for my car

oh nooooo

my car's plate number was broken

1 number was missing

my 5

oh myyyy

i have to spend money again with these stupid stuff

and of course my car wall infront also got injured

wtf

i really really hate kl's traffic

i dun like to drive from now on

but no choice

i have to drive to college

drive to somewhere else

emmmmmm

but it didn't make my mood down actually

because i know that

even my mood was going down because of this case

but it still cannot change back to the origin already

so just forget about it

and today was 15

so i bring my friend to a vegetarian restaurant

rm2 per plate(with 3 dishes + rice)

very cheap

after that

we went to find some dessert

and yea we found a yogurt ice cream shop

the name is called "snogurt" if i m not mistaken

yeah yeah

this is the yogurt icre cream

rm0.49 per 10g

it was like the mode of "tutti fruit"

that means u have to squeeze out the ice cream yourself and then weigh it

there have many flavours too

the one i ate was lychee flavour

quite nice

but my friend said it was too sweet

hahaha...

i always eat those sweet stuffs

cindy & me

the one she ate was the original yogurt ice cream

but i don't like her one and the same as she don't like mine

hahaha...

we are totally different

wow

it costs me rm7++

luckily

we got the student's price which is after 20% discount

and the total amount of my friend's and mine was rm10.60

huuuuu

i was relieved that time

as previously i thought it would cost me rm20++ totally

hahaha

and then we just divided it by 2

that means i just ate for rm5.30
this price was reasonable for me

but the quantity was too small for me

=(

after this

we head to snowflake

oh my god

what was suprising me is

my friend can actually eat a lot

hahaha

but she still cannot fight with me la

wakakaka

emmmm

btw

i think i should not proud of this

because it can cause me fat

not good not good

=(

the next station would be MYDIN

wow wow wow

the things there were super duper cheap ya

i bought a lot of biscuits and sandwiches

and finally

i fetched her back

and went back to my house too

when on the way to my home

i ate again those biscuits and sandwiches

(i always like to eat when i am driving)

what the hell

i ate a lot today

more than yesterday and the day before yesterday

until now

my stomach still very very full

i guess there should be many rubbish inside my stomach

oh my godddd

cannot be like that anymore

NG MUN MUN

ishhhhh

oh

i forget 1 thing

i ate a sundae cone too

before heading to mydin

walao ehhhh

i was truly a cheap精

=(

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥玛丽外宿中♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

yeah

♥♥♥Mary is Out at Night♥♥♥

recently

i was addicted to korean drama

somehow

i love korean drama so so so much

i dun like taiwan's drama anymore

hahahaha

mayb i was thinking

i can learn their language from korean drama

and their actor and actress are always so handsome and pretty

even they just have a light make up

unlike taiwan's drama

the actors' make up are very thick

and 1 thing i wan to talk about is

their skin are really awesome

hahaha

i wish i got their skin

and yea i know drama is just a drama

their story might be exeggerated

it wont be the same as our real life

but so what?

as long as we enjoy the story of the drama

♥♥♥

♥♥♥jang geun suk & moon geun young♥♥♥

damn pretty and handsome
like them so much ♥♥♥
sweet

he is nomu nomu moshita
hahaha...

she is nomu nomu yipota

hahaha

oh my god

his smile is irresistible

his smile is killing me

hahaa

p.s: i just used 3 days to watch this drama

i like chasing drama=))

家

才发现
我与家人的感情越来越淡了
其实有时候
我很羡慕
别人一家人在一起的那种快乐时光
一起吃早餐
一起吃午餐
一起吃晚餐
哇
然后边吃边聊开心的事情
说说笑笑
哇
多么美好啊
就算那一餐不是什么山珍海味
也可以吃得很幸福
哇
真的很希望可以这样
可是
现实就是这样
很容易就会有小争执
总是那么不完美
希望
会有那么的一天
要珍惜眼前人

呜呜呜

我很不开心啊啊啊啊啊啊啊
为什么
我接受不到咯
为什么突然间那么多痘痘爆出来
很烦leh
心情down到一个不行
大痘小痘通通都来
arghhhhhh
到底是什么原因
是因为“你们”吗
还是我自己的问题
哎哟
是不是我这几天都睡不好
是不是环境太肮脏了
傻傻分不清楚
我很生气
很伤心
很不想出门面对人群
可是要上课
Sian掉
我要skip class
可以吗？
呜呜呜呜

错的人

我太笨
明知道你是错的人 　　
明知道这不是缘分 　　
但是我还奋不顾身 　　
但我相信有点可能

p.s: 她很美

不专业

看来“你们”越来越不专业了

有一点点失望

WORRY

hohohoho

i love those pic=)

alright

i would like to say

seriously

i am so so so worrying about my assignment

what the hell

why we got this kind of event?

event sucks

lecturer sucks

plan sucks

team member sucks

ok

i know i am not a good member or leader as well

but

just let me express out my feelings

i cant stand it anymore

i am really really scared

everything is not confirm yet

we didnt even get the agenda

wtf

can i do well??

i wish i have a good english command

i wish i can talk in front of the public

oh my godness

when can i achieve this??

i was really really admire 1 of my classmates

she is pretty

and she is good in everything

she can speak well

she can do the event well

everything

she is perfect my dear

wow wow wow

seriously

she would be my first idol in my heart

AMNESTY

u r my idol seriously

thanks for her helping as well

i appreciate it so much

lastly

i wan to say that

i really really hate kl's traffic so muchhh

traffic jam sucks

fml

或许

或许
我真的接受不到

或许
我没别人那么开朗

或许
我没那个资格吧

或许
我就这样
默默地过一生吧！

雷公啊！

昨晚
大约3点
雷公声一直响一直响
而且还是超级超级大声的那种
生平以来第一次听到那么恐怖的雷公声leh
真的真的很可怕
可是
没有办法
还是要睡觉的嘛
所以呢
我就拿出我最厉害的强项
就是‘装镇定’
哈哈哈
于是
装着装着
大概装了一小时吧
雷公声终于停了
呼呼呼呼

我在想
如果在presentation的时候
我也可以使出来我这个 “强项”
那该有多好啊
嗯
下次要试试看了
hehe=）

an old picture

when i was 18 years old

wow

that time my skin was better than now x100times

(although that time was not the best skin i ever had)

oh my god

can i want it back??

my skin looks older now seriously

many problems come to find me

crows feet

smile lines

scars

acne

pimples

oh my godddd

i m just a 20 year old girl

how can it be??

what if after 10 years later

will i look like a 70 years old woman?

oh goshhhh

i dont want u guys

can i kick u out of my life??

T____T

one more one more

and my face is getting rounder and bigger

what the hell

fml