少说话

讲话太直接
总是不经意的得罪人
还是少说话比较好
hmmmm

bla bla bla

我
好像是一个很不讨人喜欢的人
感觉好像一直得罪人
aikzzzz
做人真难啊～～

anyway
我会加油的
hwaiting～

搜寻了很多意见和看法后，

现在真的不懂该做什么决定才好leh

要还是不要？

唉

怎么办？

好烦啊

好烦啊

为什么我是一个麻烦精呢？

=(

QIAN

钱钱钱

你说

如果我是有钱人

那有多好

要什么有什么

钱啊钱

您

真是让人烦恼啊！

（当然我也了解赚钱真的很辛苦)

=(

11件事

29.8.11～ 10.9.11
算是给自己放了两个礼拜的假期吧
*我真是做了个正确的决定*
*给自己拍拍手*


说说这两个礼拜所发生又让我觉得又开心又幸福的事吧
(可是有虽然喔)
让我例出来呗！
1. 坐飞机回家
    - 虽然有些麻烦，因为handcarry的东西不能带超过100ml的liquid，所以我的洗脸霜必须要装
      在一个小罐的罐子，但是一个人坐飞机的感觉蛮爽的，当然有人陪伴更好，
      总而言之就是
      #开心啊#

2. 跟家人去泰国
    - 虽然在旅途中有跟家人发生一些争执，但我希望我们的感情可以再拉近一点，不管怎样，
      只要能跟你们在一块，容忍，妥协一点又算什么。
      总而言之就是
      #幸福啊#

3. 游海水（snokerling）
    - 虽然我弄不见我的蛙镜，爸爸必须赔150块马币。虽然他没骂我，但我懂他有一点
      不甘愿的赔钱，连那晚他对我的态度也不一样了，姐姐那个时候也讲我而已，
      并没有骂我到骂很严重(因为前一晚跟爸爸和姐姐吵架了,所以他们不敢骂我了)，所以其实
      那个时候我很内疚，整个途程都不敢出声，心里一直默默劝自己，哎呀，反正150块而已
      嘛，当作是吃一餐大餐咯，过后心情也慢慢平复了。
      还有一点，本来那个时候我在想到底要不要下水，因为我担心太阳很强，万一皮肤晒伤了
      怎么办，还有海水是否会伤到我的肌肤等问题，过后想一想：如果来到酱远不下水
      就可惜了嘛，加上那个时候天气没那么热，所以最后决定下水咯。
      总而言之就是
      #开心啊#
   
4. 小聚会（跟翠宁，诗娴和weiyee）
    - 虽然是九缺五的聚会。那天我也破戒了，吃了KFC。@OOMMGG@
      总而言之就是
      #开心啊#

5. 当宅女
    - 虽然酱的生活很废，可是很爽啊，什么烦恼都没有！
      总而言之就是
      #幸福啊#

6. 吃妈妈煮的菜
    - 虽然很简单，可是吃到妈妈煮的菜，绿豆还有粥，真是 “walao eh”(学黄明志的)
      总而言之就是
      #幸福啊#

7. 去槟城shopping
    - 虽然没买到什么东西，但能出去散散心也好啊，又买了一些护肤品，但还没开始用，嘻嘻
      总而言之就是
      #幸福啊#

8. 吃韩国餐
    - 虽然吃了很多乱七八糟的食物，也吃到肚子很涨，可是很满足，也很好吃。oishi neh
      总而言之就是
      #幸福啊#

9. 住sp的新家
    - 虽然东西还没有很齐全，可是住新家还蛮爽的。
      总而言之就是
      #幸福啊#

10. 吃laksa & ais kacang
      - 虽然吃到满头大汗，可是超好吃的啦！
        总而言之就是
        #幸福啊#

11. 见佩冰宝贝
      - 虽然没有太多时间跟你聊天，但和你还有你的家人在一起还蛮开心的，也祝你幸福咯！
        总而言之就是
        #开心啊#

SEPT

wooooo
很多人都开始上课了
也很多人准备出国了
（今天就有两个不同的朋友跟我讲她们要去uk了）
都没有时间meet到她们
另外一个是自从读完foundation就没见到了 #OMG#
就这样
朋友肯定越来越少了
haizzz
今天也是我第一天上课
walao
我的英文真的退步了很多
*快哭了*
我要improve我的英文啦
怎样improve？

昨天回到了这让我觉得很sian的地方
当我一进家的时候
oh my goddddd
我就超级超级想念我的家人还有我的家
当时的心
超级超级的空虚
很想哭但是哭不出来
可是心情超级低落
打电话跟妈妈讲我已经到家了的时候
很想告诉她我很想她
可是到最后我没讲
关了电话后
本来想上上网一下
哪里知道connect不到internet
所以就很伤心的
把整个房间给整理了
把所有的东西给换位子了
不懂这样做好不好
没关系
试试一个礼拜看
不ok就把它们换回去
花了大概两个小时多吧
才把房间整理好
可是那个时候其实也还很早而已
3点多而已
*那个时候超希望时间可以过得快一点*
冲凉好后就再开电脑
关了internet的电后再开过
终于可以online了
fb，blog, hotmail后
就是pps时间啦
哈哈哈
看康熙来了
追很多集
看到晚上9点这样
就关电脑了
准备洗脸睡觉了
睡觉之前
再打一通电话给妈妈
跟她讲我很想念家里
不想在这边
哈哈哈
十点就上床睡啦
你看看 你看看
这种无聊的生活
是谁都顶不顺啦
没有人陪我聊天
在家的话还可以跟妈妈聊天
可是来到这里就是要一个人生活了
悲哀啊
真不懂接下来的日子要如何过

梦

昨天

我竟然梦到

我不管这里的工作

直接回alor star了

在梦里

我回到家

我真的真的很高兴

还故意给家人惊喜

那个感觉很开心（我想，在现实生活中应该不会实现吧）

可是

当然

在梦里面

我也很清楚我自己还有工作在身

只是回到家后才突然想起的

然后那个时候的心情超紧张的

心在想不懂要如何向他们交代

然后又突然想到锁匙在我这里leh

我不在，谁来开门

所以我就赶快打给我的supervisor

然后在那个时候我就起身了

起来的时候

我以为我已经真的迟到了

看时钟一下

huuuu

幸亏

还没迟到

而且时间是刚刚好我要起来的时间

可是

当我清醒的时候

我就在想

我是不是真的压力大到所以才会做这样的梦

还有另一个梦

就是

我梦到了我小学的好朋友la

小学的时候

我们其实是有一gang的好朋友

有谁呢

让我例出来吧

慧芳，丽欣，嘉利，嘉惠，佩冰，珊怡，我

还有谁吗？没了吧

而这七个人当中呢

我梦到了有其中四个（包括我）

故事是这样的

其中一个好朋友假装跟我很好

然后其实是在我背后说我坏话

刚好被我听到

（我忘记了是不是说我的坏话还是怎样啦）

所以呢

我就跑去跟另外两个好朋友诉苦咯

我跟她们讲我很讨厌她

不要跟她做朋友了

当然

另外两个朋友很贴心

都有安慰我（其中一个就是你啦，佩冰宝贝）

哈哈

然后其实我们的对话也被她听到了

所以他就赶快向我解释

然后我也没什么，就接受她的道歉咯

我在想

或许我其实很珍惜这段友谊吧

可是早在几年前已经结束了

haizzz

而今天呢

又发生了一件很大件的事

当我发现到的时候

真的是很不可思议

可是

讲真的

我没有到很伤心

因为它毕竟是身外之物

只是我那个时候

我又有点傻掉

一直在回想

到底问题出在哪里

很不好的是

我在那个时候

竟然暴饮暴食了

fuckkk

然后就在想要问谁，要跟谁讲

幸亏我问了宝贝

然后再问她姐

然后她姐再叫我问银行的人

他就叫我明天去银行一趟

我在想

幸亏我有讲出来

不然我这口气如何吞下去

真的很希望明天有好消息啦

波比波比

总之

谢谢你啦

宝贝

我想跟你说

其实

我还是最喜欢找你讲话

因为你都会做我的聆听者

只是你都很忙

加上你有了他

有时候真的不敢打扰你

呵呵

好啦

总之

还是那么的爱你

哇

我写到好长哦

==

=(

累啊

累啊

有时间我一定要来这里诉诉苦

T___T

总结来讲

就是

tired + stressful

=(

三首

最近有三首我很爱的抒情歌

我们都傻-杨丞琳

下一页的我-王心凌

让心跳停了-蓝又时

听完这三首歌后

会变得超emo

突然觉得很失落

好像活在一个人的世界

就算我消失了

也没人知道吧

ohhhhh goshhhhhhhhhhhhhh

做这份工已经快一个月了

可是

老实说

我还是不太能适应

还是一直犯很多错误

还是一直被supervisor讲啊，念啊

haizzzz

才知道

就算我做了一个月

我还是有好多好多东西要学

我还是没有办法真正好好地去serve一个customer

当customer进来的时候

我不懂要如何开口

然后我也不懂该怎么介绍我们店的衣服

一来我可能觉得我讲话很没说服力吧

二来是我们店的衣服都太特殊了

有时候我真的不懂要如何去mix & match

再加上我们的店是走波希米亚风（就是要有很多层次感的）

噢买尬

真是让我很乱

所以每次customer从fitting room出来的时候

我会有一点傻掉

因为我不懂要怎样帮customer “zhap”

很sweat的咯

还有就是

有时候有种被customer “压”的感觉

有时候他们问或回答我的东西

我真的一时间不懂要怎样回他们咯

haizzzz

有时候真的觉得我在customer面前好像个笨蛋哦

反应慢到够力

fucker

haizzzz

或许

这份工真的不适合我吧

我看我一开学就不做了啦

haizzzz

免得给这间店“带赛”

=((

Dilemma

did my hair look weird??

=DDD

btw, i was in DiLEmma right now

what to do what to do??

1. where to cut my hair??

A- saloon(RM38 per cut) or normal saloon(maybe RM20 per cut)??

2. want to cut fringe or bang??

3. want to dye my hair or not??

4. when shall i cut??

today or next week??

OOOMMMGGG =(

=DD

从今天起

我希望

我可以不要再暴饮暴食了

(昨晚是最后一晚了*lol*)

hmmmm

切记

要少吃多餐

就算瘦不下来

至少不会发胖嘛

呵呵

少吃肉

多吃蔬菜水果

=)

还有

我真的真的很希望

我可以天天排便顺畅

pleaseeeee

不要再便秘了

ok????

希望我说到做到

=DDD

跟别人住在同一个屋檐下

真是超级超级麻烦

此话怎讲呢？

话说

我的owner

整天跟我讲我用的电费很多

讲我一搬进来

电费就涨很多

还讲这个月再酱的话

就要加rm45的租金

fuck la

整天加钱加钱

你赚我们的租金酱多

你讲你afford不到

我不相信咯

而且

你确定只有我一个人用酱多吗

你们就用很少啦

那个heater真的有酱吃电meh

（因为我每天晚上冲凉都冲半小时）

but

这个是很正常的ma

每个女生冲凉还不都是这样

而且

我一天才冲凉两次

早上冲十到十五分钟而已嘛

我有错吗现在？

算了算了

我要简短冲凉的时间了

so

我也是时候去剪头发咯

say NO

真的是

不可以乱吃东西的neh

一乱吃

皮肤也跟着乱起来了

——哭哭——

后悔了啦

昨天吃了很多垃圾食物

再加上环境污染

就变成

红肿+痘痘

sighhh

现在脸变得很丑

（虽然本来就很丑）

现在是丑上加丑

下次不是很敢了

虽然还是会有可能再酱做

==''

能吗？

我真的能吗？

我真的能习惯吗？

我真的能适应吗？

整天要做那些我不想做的事情

haizzz

我真的觉得我不是那个路线的咯

sighhh

要我做酱的东西，我觉得很不是我咯

aikzzz

我在怀疑自己，不懂又会不会再三分钟热度呢？

hmmm

早知道做F&B的算了

T____T

受伤了

受伤了

受伤了

怎么办？

T___T

A boring Saturday!!!

Wish to hang out but no friend(although i am broke now)!! SAd case!!

Yesterday i had faced the laptop for more than 12 hours!! Oh Goshhh!! It made my eyes feel pain seriously!!

And i was thinking will i do the same thing again today?? emmm~~ i think so!! But maybe the duration will be shorter!!!

Haizzzzzz!!! What else can i do if i didn't face the laptop?? I was doing almost the same things this few days!!! WHAT the HELL!!

FML!!

My house got a lot of mosquitos!!! And also ants!! FUCK YOU!!

I have to fuck myself as well because i keep scratching on my wounds(they are almost at my leg's part)!! FM!!
Also, have done an experiment today!!

Again, not really successful!! Whatever, don't really put effort on it(since i just simply roll it and done by 1 hour only)!! HAHA!!

And guess what!!!

I got a free gift when i went to change my car engine oil!!! WAKAKAKA!!!

It costs me RM112(heart pain) but it's okay la since i got the FREE GIFT that i kinda like it for no reason!!
TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! It's just a cup!!! WAKAKA~~~
People got the MCD cup, but i was different from them, what i have is FERRARI cup!!! KEKEKE~~~~

Lastly, lemme share a "38" picture!!!(nice??)

HAHA

Actually, i still dunno what i want now!!!

What job should i do??

WALAOOO

一个人

还是一样

永远都是一个人

吃饭

逛街

看电影

有谁愿意当我的另一半呢？

T___T

USA Flag =D

哈哈

太无聊了

所以拿照片来玩

呵呵

我的头发好像黑去了，对不对？

其实有点烦

不懂自己要什么

真是笨到够力

haizzzz

我就是那么胆小

haizzzz

我看起来很老吗？

是不是皮肤的关系？

伤心

麻烦精

像我这种将奇怪的人

我在怀疑

我真的能接触社会吗？

我真的能跟他们相处吗？

haizzzzz

zomok我会是个酱难搞的人leh

aikzzzzzz

我能改变吗？

今天跟可以算是跟一个“大老板”一起吃饭

他可以说是很厉害

很会看穿一个人的心

我真是怕了他

哈哈

比如说

我这个人吃东西比较挑的ma

哪里知道

就那么巧

today他带我们去吃“大头虾”

walaoo

全部都是海鲜

我又不好意思讲我不要吃这间

but我有偷偷跟我的朋友讲

他就叫我点别的咯

then

我看menu

walao

几乎都是不和我意的

so

我就问那个waittress这个是怎样的

那个是怎样的

after a short negotiation

finally

i choose 清汤拉面咯

我跟她讲不要放海鲜可以吗

她说不可以wor

then我就讲没关系咯

拉面到的时候

我就移开那些海鲜给我的朋友

waa

那个时候

那个老板就讲我

“你很挑hor”

哈哈哈

其实觉得有点sweat咯

只能说

我真是一个麻烦精咯

aikzzzzz

怎么办

怎么办

HAELOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~

i feel like my hair color is fading easily this few days~~ i wonder why~~ is it because i wash too many times~~ haizzz~~ no choice~~ my hair is oily thats why i had to wash 2 times per day(summore have to work 12 hours a day)~~ it's getting black~~~ T___T~~ imma dye + cut in the next month~~ was thinking to dye by myself or go to saloon~~ hmmmm~~~ it's about the money money money~~~ *sob*

EMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM~~~

hehehehe~~ finally, i have resigned the job~~~ wohooooo~~~ i am feeling so happy and relax now~~~ i don't need to see u guys anymore~~~ don't need to demo~~ don't need to pretend~~ don't need to get scolded~~ yahooo~~~ seriously, i can finally breath~~ haha~~ previously, i was thinking to work until the end of this month~~ but because of something, i really beh tahan and decided to quit already~~~ huuuuuuuuu~~ i am thinking what job should i do for the next month~~ haizzzzzzz~~ but right now lemme rest first =DD ~~~ but what to do for these days~~ haizzzzzzzzzzz~~

其实leh

不熟就是不熟ma

不要好像装到跟我很熟酱

我们才认识几天而已

我又不想要伤害到你

所以我就选择静静不讲话咯

哪里知道

反而弄巧反拙了

幸好我赶快闪人

不然我不懂我还要装到几时leh

haizzzz

我知道我很坏

有时候真的是很讨厌自己的咯

WTFFFFFFF

这样的日子

很辛苦

我不想要一直说谎

我觉得我这样子很坏

我真是对不起你们

T___T

如果我的皮肤有像这张照片一样好就好咯

只能说

我的照片都是骗人的

×哭哭×

其实

我真的不知道这份工到底好不好

我只知道我其实很不喜欢

我一直很想走人

可是又怕没有工作会没有钱

真是犯贱

做了大概五天

其实每一天早上一起床

就会想着要不要去上班

一直很犹豫很犹豫

所以我几乎天天都迟到的

他就会一直骂我讲再迟到就要罚钱了har

听到这句话都sian

haizzzz

总之我其实很不喜欢那里咯

but

我应该是会继续做吧

（听你的话=）

反正我做一个月就走人了

wakakaka

又或者是几个星期

总而言之

我只希望这段日子

赶快过去

我讨厌那边

hng！！！！

我真的很奇怪

我是一个

只要一空闲的时候

就一直很想吃东西的人

不管我是饿或是饱

我就是想吃

心里一直会觉得

我还不满足

我还想吃更多好料的东西

结果

一整天下来

我就带着撑撑的肚子去睡觉

常常觉得很后悔

一直告诉自己

明天不可以酱了

可是隔天

还是照塞一堆垃圾进肚子里

讲真的

我大概已经很久没有看到我平平的肚子了（早上起来的时候）

我很cheap咯

这种酱简单的事情都做不好

到时候如何做大事

真的是cheap精咯

有时候我真的很希望

我是个大忙人

天天都忙到停不下来

忙到忘记吃东西

可是

从另一方面想

我又接收不到自己太忙

因为太忙

会忽略一些东西

真的很矛盾

到底该如何做才好？

EAT EAT EAT

yoyo!!!!!!!

it had been a few days i didn't step out of my house(except when the time i went to buy liese bubble hair colour..haha).... and the consequence of staying at home is eating non-stop........ haizzzz.... i knw it's very bad.... but u knw... i just can't control myself.... FML.... tell u what... i could even eat 5 bowl of rice per day... and of course other than rice, i still ate of lot of rubbish food....HATE!!!

previously, i thought i already kick this habit out of my life but i really dunno why every time i come back here i will eat a lot although the food here is not nice at all... haha... thts why i am cheap精 la.... kill me please =D

today, the same thing goes with me again.... that is searching for rubbish food.... hmmm... and finally i found out something which is “凤梨酥” la.... hahaha.... this is the souvenir that my sister bought when she went Hong Kong on April.... luckily my mum kept 2 pack of it for me or else i have no chance to try Hong Kong's "凤梨酥".... mummy u r so so so nice.... unlike my sister.. she didn't even buy anything for me.... hng.... nvm... i will go by myself 1 day.... blahhhhhhhhhhh~~

hehehe.... due to boring-ness..... let's take some pictures.... huhuhu.... okie.... let's get started....firstly, open the packet.... next, smell on it.... then, open your mouth and eat it... lastly, taste it and feel satisfied.... btw, this is just an acting..... seriously, it was not as nice as what i thought before i ate.... feel a bit disappointed....

the next thing i am gonna have is green bean soup...... wootzzz..... really bad la me.... will start diet by tml(don't ever trust me)....... wakakakakaka!!!!!

liese- glossy brown

looks nth different, right???

haizzzzz....

sad case....

i wanna dye again few days later....

(cause not even at all... kns...)

don't care so much already....

hehehe....

but too bad have to spend money again....

broke already looo...

my friend said that i should find a financial supporter...

but how can i find so easily wor....

haizzzzzzzz....

really sad case......

anyway

i will work hard

teheeeeee =))

don't give up easily ma.................

HWAITING HWAITING!!

傻

今天超笨的说

怎么说呢

我今天傍晚

突如其来的想染发

所以我就去Watson买了liese bubble hair colour

然后回到家

就很紧张地拆开

然后我没有看说明书

我只开video来看

最衰的是

我没有看完video

我就直接开始了

（因为我之前有看过了）

mix了之后

我就开始涂上去我的头发

涂啊涂啊涂啊

涂到完成了

我才发现到

我竟然没有穿手套

WTF

这种事也做得出来

你看啦

我几傻

傻到够力够力咯

当时真的很想打自己

酱笨的人也有

够力

头发洗了之后不是很明显

反正还有剩

明天再染多一次

（虽然我知道酱做不好）

呵呵

不管酱多了

beh tahan looo

我的脸够臭吧

哈哈哈

回来这里后

我的脸应该天天都是这样吧

因为

我真的是

beh tahan loooooooooo

第一点

家里很肮脏

这个就算了

第二点就是

每晚都睡不好

kns

睡楼上

车声很吵

睡楼下

家人的大呼声

WTF

我昨晚明明很累了的

可是就是睡不着

我很

dulan loo

我要搬家家家

yoyo
i m back
recently
have been too lazy
will move out soon
have to clean the current house
but u knw
i was too too too too lazy to clean it
how how??
just leave it like tht??
hahaha
i think i will do that....
seriously
i feel so boring and lonely right now
feel like no friend at all
sad case =((
feel like to find some friend to go cheong k
but i guess no one will go
[i dun like to jio ppl, everytime i jio ppl, everytime also failed =((( ]
i will try my best though
and
1 more thing
my skin
become worst again
pimples pimples
scars scars
wrinkles wrinkles
i really have no face to see ppl lo honestly
i dun want to be like this laaaaaaa
T_____T

aite
talk about other thing
recently
i had watched a drama
named"隔离七日情"
got funny part, love part, touching part
super duper nice drama
i used 3 days to finish watching it( just a 20 episode drama)
=DDDDD



突然觉得自己好渺小
=(

有没有发现到

比如说

今天所发生的事情

对你来说不算什么

可是

当日子一天一天的过去

你会觉得

其实今天说发生的事

是一件很简单很幸福的事

我想说的是

我觉得

回忆永远都是美的

无论它是好的坏的

你都会很想回味

this is true！

twitter twitter

hey you

please please please

hehehee

anyone interested to follow my twitter???

http://twitter.com/#!/munmun0613

hope that someone who see this post can follow me

because my twitter is lack of people now...

and i also dunno who to follow....

do tell me if u wan me to follow u...

and... one more thing...

y i can't upload picture in my tweet??

wondering.....

人不可貌相

突然想写这篇文章就是人真的是不可以貌相这点常常让我看错人 hmmmmm

坏

我

很坏很坏

我对我自己很坏

为什我不要好好珍惜自己呢

天天在那边自暴自弃

唉

悲哀啊

呜呜呜呜

很伤心

皮肤变到很糟糕

本来就不是很好了

现在又这样

walao

怎样去见人wor

最近又有很多presentation

怎么办？

呜呜呜呜

lemme do a short post!!!(since i always did a long post. i think it was kind of boring.hehe) this was what i bought last week and guess what... it smells stinky... yukkkk... i judt used 1 time only and i really beh tahan the smell.... so, i stopped using it...when i first bought it, it smells kind of good... but when i used it, it was totally different.. kind of weird... luckily i just spend around rm5.90 to buy this thingy... huuuuuuuuu.... don't ever buy this thingy again... seriously... bad smells... it suits Malay people more... Chinese will not love it.......... =(

a good lady

according to my last post, the thing that i wanna say is this good girl had done a good job by yesterday!!! give her a big applause*yeahhhh*☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺ ☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺ ☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺ let's start my story, yesterday after our event finished, we went back to college and then we were planning where to eat and who was going to drive... and we decided to sit li teng's car... so when the time she wanted to unlock her car door, guess what... she can't unlock... she had tried many times but still cannot open... firstly, we thought that the remote control was out of battery... so another 1 of my friends, jia xin then tried to use the keys to open the car's door because li teng said the car would ring if using the key but luckily it did not ring... after that, when she wanted to start car engine, something happened again... she can't start the engine... at first, we want to help her to pull her car 1.. but we cannot do this because the place she parked was an incline... then we quickly asked her to open the front there(i dunno what to call)... and finally... we know the problem... it was the battery problem.. we quickly asked someone who were still in the college whether they have the wire(something to charge the battery) but nobody got inside their car.. so another friend, amnesty then call to his brother to borrow the wire... *she is really a good friend* ☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺ ☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺ ☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺ then finally we sat amnesty's car to have our lunch... after that, amnesty drive back to her house just to take the wire from her brother... and then she also asked her brother to teach her how to charge the battery so that she can help li teng... she is pretty good seriously... then went back to college... started to repair the car... firstly, amnesty loose her own car's battery, and then she asked another male's friend, wei chong to take out the battery to li teng's car(for your information, the car's batterry is not as light as u thought) then they started to charge the battery and my role was to take care all the "ka chang" hahaha... damn hot laa the sun... haha.. but nvm la... once upon a time... hehee... belows are those pictures on yesterday!!!

after i dun really know how long, 30 minutes or more than that i think, finally her car was charged and then they fix back the battery to amnesty's car again... wow... the process was actually quite toilsome... but she didnt complain anything... *such a good lady*.. i truly admire u....☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺

PAWS

today~ we went to PAWS which is located at subang(again, another event that we should participate) have you ever heard about this?? it is the place that provides shelter to those homeless pets include cats and dogs. wow~~once we step inside the PAWS, we can see there was so many homeless dogs and cats who looked really pitiful. what we did today were to clean up all the cages and the floor that the homeless pets stay. some people were cleaning for cats, and some were cleaning for dogs. before we started, i was get shocked by 1 of my friend, amnesty. She cried. Firstly, i thought she cannot stand with the smelly place but it's not the real reason. what makes she cried was because she was so caring for those dogs and cats because no one wants to adopt them and the most cruel things is once the dogs and cats are not been adopted for a period by others, they will be killed.... isn't so cruel to them?? finally i know the reason why she cried... she wanted to help those dogs and cats, but you know there are really too much of them and we cannot adopt such a large amount of them... i think is around 400 dogs and cats there( i get this info from their website) so pitiful.... but what i had done today is i actually did nothing... the first reason: i was afraid of the dogs.. Second reason: there is always not enough cleaning tool for us... and i was keep sweating that time.. so i rather saw them clean .. that's easy what... haha... btw, all my friends are very brave... i have to praise on their effort... because u know why, before cleaning the cages, we had to move the dogs to another area.. they did do this kind of job as well....*admire* i didnt do... because i scared... sorry!!! in conclusion, everyone did a good job except me!!! sorry for my laziness and fearness... i will work hard next time perhaps... p/s: i have another story from today which was also quite meaningful i think.. let me do another post tomorrow!!! stay tuned!!! ha ha ha!!!

做作女

oh my god...
i just realise i was like memorising during my presentation after i watched the video
wtF
i was so 做作
so disgusting
yakkkkk
i think i didn't have any acting talent for sure
sad case
T____T
hope i can do better in the next time
hwaiting!!!!

visit to an old folk's home =)

oh gosh... i really hate myself sooooooooooooo much... what the F i m doing?? i just always keep eating all those rubbish... and what i like to do is i like to make my tummy swelling(i mean super duper full that kind) and this will only make me satisfied for my dinner... and actually i already keep doing this for around 4 or 5 days.... oh oh noooo... if i did it for my breakfast, i think should be ok... but i dunno why i like to make it for my dinner... can i just slap myself heavily?? T__T

ok.... stop talking about this( hope that i can actually reflect on this problem)... let's change topic... alright... we have a lot of events recently like hotel management tour, bowling competition and some talks and seminars, because these are actually parts of our assignment.. we have to organise an event by each group.. we have 5 groups in our class.. so that means there are 5 events for us to participate and tell u what... these events cost us sooooooo much... feel like killing us... what the hell... but we have no choice what... T___T

So today, it was another event which is a visit to an old folk's home at ss3.. this event is started from 8.30 to 11.30... but 1 hour was wasted by the time we took the bus to there and back from there.. at there, we had divided into a few groups which are cleaning, planting/gardening, painting and chit-chatting with the old people..

And yea i was going to paint... so, 5 of us went to a smaller old folk's home which is near to the main one.. the manager fetched us to there... she is really good and kind... and our task was to paint the gate.. firstly, i didn't intend to paint and instead of this i plan to watch them paint only.. haha...(i am so bad, right? because as u know, i cannot expose my skin to the sunlight)... but once the 2 black guys did the painting, i really felt that i should join this painting job... because u know why... they were just simply brush the gate... i really dunno what they doing.

and finally, i join them... and when i started to paint, i feel like it was a fun job until when my friend wanted my brush, i don't want to give her anymore and i asked her to take from the black guy...hehe... then, 3 girls were doing the painting while the 2 black guys were just sitting besides and smoking...(i don't like them seriously)...

but the sun was getting hotter and hotter, i can't stand with the sunlight and sweating anymore... so i stop this painting job and passed to the black guys... and i just sat at the sides watching them paint.... hahaa.... i dunno how 4 people could paint with just 3 brushes actually... wahahaa...

after resting for a while, i decided to go inside the home to see those old people. i am scared that i couldn't communicate with them because most of them spoke cantonese(although i think i can speak, but somehow i cant really hear them clearly)... but once i step inside the home, 1 ah ma was smiling to me and started to talk with me... she talked a lot and then i just keep listening to what she told me... because when i asked her something, she didn't really answer my question... she keep on praising me... she said i am pandai, i am good and i have a nice smile... made me so shy and i answered her “没有啦”

when the time we wanted to leave, she told me that “你有空要来看我har。你结婚的时候要给我知道har" when i heard this, i felt that this ah ma was really cute... actually there are still many conversation between us, but i cannot list out all because i know u guys will feel boring when reading this... hahaha...

emmm.... what i can say about today event is i can actually feel their loneliness... kind of happy joining this event though.. but they are not as weak as we thought before but some of them still need to use the tongkat... emmm... but today we have no much time actually... i wish i can go there again when i am free... i wish i can help them and make them happy as well.... yeah!!! wait for me ya.... the ah ma is gonna miss me a lot ya =))) hahaha.... no worries... i will go to visit u soon(when my semester break)

HEHEHEHEHE

NICE MEMORY

Hwaiting

yeshhh yeshhhh
my cooking gas finally reached
i m so happy right now
i can cook from now on
don't need to eat outside food anymore
yeah yeah
i want to cook barley, green bean
yupieeeee
and since i got my cooking gas
its time for me to diet already
i want to cook all healthy food
yuhuuuuuu~~~
NG MUN MUN
hwaiting!!!!!
=))))

What a "good" day

today

i was kinda unlucky

why i said so

firstly

something happen with my friend last night

so today afternoon i msn asked her

and finally i decided to go to find her

to birng her out for lunch

since she was alone at home(me too)

when on the way going to her place

a small accident happened to me

(i dunno whether is it considered as a small 1)

i crashed someone's car

but actually was not my fault

the car just simply cut the car to his or her left hand side without looking around

and by the time i was on the most left hand side

and my speed was kinda fast

and hence i couldnt emergency break

and finally "pong"

wtf

that time my mind was keep saying: "ccb"

but what can i do

i was alone that time

i can't argue with the driving person

and so i just let it be

oh goshhh

but i think the car that i crashed didnt get much injured

but for my car

oh nooooo

my car's plate number was broken

1 number was missing

my 5

oh myyyy

i have to spend money again with these stupid stuff

and of course my car wall infront also got injured

wtf

i really really hate kl's traffic

i dun like to drive from now on

but no choice

i have to drive to college

drive to somewhere else

emmmmmm

but it didn't make my mood down actually

because i know that

even my mood was going down because of this case

but it still cannot change back to the origin already

so just forget about it

and today was 15

so i bring my friend to a vegetarian restaurant

rm2 per plate(with 3 dishes + rice)

very cheap

after that

we went to find some dessert

and yea we found a yogurt ice cream shop

the name is called "snogurt" if i m not mistaken

yeah yeah

this is the yogurt icre cream

rm0.49 per 10g

it was like the mode of "tutti fruit"

that means u have to squeeze out the ice cream yourself and then weigh it

there have many flavours too

the one i ate was lychee flavour

quite nice

but my friend said it was too sweet

hahaha...

i always eat those sweet stuffs

cindy & me

the one she ate was the original yogurt ice cream

but i don't like her one and the same as she don't like mine

hahaha...

we are totally different

wow

it costs me rm7++

luckily

we got the student's price which is after 20% discount

and the total amount of my friend's and mine was rm10.60

huuuuu

i was relieved that time

as previously i thought it would cost me rm20++ totally

hahaha

and then we just divided it by 2

that means i just ate for rm5.30
this price was reasonable for me

but the quantity was too small for me

=(

after this

we head to snowflake

oh my god

what was suprising me is

my friend can actually eat a lot

hahaha

but she still cannot fight with me la

wakakaka

emmmm

btw

i think i should not proud of this

because it can cause me fat

not good not good

=(

the next station would be MYDIN

wow wow wow

the things there were super duper cheap ya

i bought a lot of biscuits and sandwiches

and finally

i fetched her back

and went back to my house too

when on the way to my home

i ate again those biscuits and sandwiches

(i always like to eat when i am driving)

what the hell

i ate a lot today

more than yesterday and the day before yesterday

until now

my stomach still very very full

i guess there should be many rubbish inside my stomach

oh my godddd

cannot be like that anymore

NG MUN MUN

ishhhhh

oh

i forget 1 thing

i ate a sundae cone too

before heading to mydin

walao ehhhh

i was truly a cheap精

=(

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥玛丽外宿中♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

yeah

♥♥♥Mary is Out at Night♥♥♥

recently

i was addicted to korean drama

somehow

i love korean drama so so so much

i dun like taiwan's drama anymore

hahahaha

mayb i was thinking

i can learn their language from korean drama

and their actor and actress are always so handsome and pretty

even they just have a light make up

unlike taiwan's drama

the actors' make up are very thick

and 1 thing i wan to talk about is

their skin are really awesome

hahaha

i wish i got their skin

and yea i know drama is just a drama

their story might be exeggerated

it wont be the same as our real life

but so what?

as long as we enjoy the story of the drama

♥♥♥

♥♥♥jang geun suk & moon geun young♥♥♥

damn pretty and handsome
like them so much ♥♥♥
sweet

he is nomu nomu moshita
hahaha...

she is nomu nomu yipota

hahaha

oh my god

his smile is irresistible

his smile is killing me

hahaa

p.s: i just used 3 days to watch this drama

i like chasing drama=))

家

才发现
我与家人的感情越来越淡了
其实有时候
我很羡慕
别人一家人在一起的那种快乐时光
一起吃早餐
一起吃午餐
一起吃晚餐
哇
然后边吃边聊开心的事情
说说笑笑
哇
多么美好啊
就算那一餐不是什么山珍海味
也可以吃得很幸福
哇
真的很希望可以这样
可是
现实就是这样
很容易就会有小争执
总是那么不完美
希望
会有那么的一天
要珍惜眼前人

呜呜呜

我很不开心啊啊啊啊啊啊啊
为什么
我接受不到咯
为什么突然间那么多痘痘爆出来
很烦leh
心情down到一个不行
大痘小痘通通都来
arghhhhhh
到底是什么原因
是因为“你们”吗
还是我自己的问题
哎哟
是不是我这几天都睡不好
是不是环境太肮脏了
傻傻分不清楚
我很生气
很伤心
很不想出门面对人群
可是要上课
Sian掉
我要skip class
可以吗？
呜呜呜呜

错的人

我太笨
明知道你是错的人 　　
明知道这不是缘分 　　
但是我还奋不顾身 　　
但我相信有点可能

p.s: 她很美

不专业

看来“你们”越来越不专业了

有一点点失望

WORRY

hohohoho

i love those pic=)

alright

i would like to say

seriously

i am so so so worrying about my assignment

what the hell

why we got this kind of event?

event sucks

lecturer sucks

plan sucks

team member sucks

ok

i know i am not a good member or leader as well

but

just let me express out my feelings

i cant stand it anymore

i am really really scared

everything is not confirm yet

we didnt even get the agenda

wtf

can i do well??

i wish i have a good english command

i wish i can talk in front of the public

oh my godness

when can i achieve this??

i was really really admire 1 of my classmates

she is pretty

and she is good in everything

she can speak well

she can do the event well

everything

she is perfect my dear

wow wow wow

seriously

she would be my first idol in my heart

AMNESTY

u r my idol seriously

thanks for her helping as well

i appreciate it so much

lastly

i wan to say that

i really really hate kl's traffic so muchhh

traffic jam sucks

fml

或许

或许
我真的接受不到

或许
我没别人那么开朗

或许
我没那个资格吧

或许
我就这样
默默地过一生吧！

雷公啊！

昨晚
大约3点
雷公声一直响一直响
而且还是超级超级大声的那种
生平以来第一次听到那么恐怖的雷公声leh
真的真的很可怕
可是
没有办法
还是要睡觉的嘛
所以呢
我就拿出我最厉害的强项
就是‘装镇定’
哈哈哈
于是
装着装着
大概装了一小时吧
雷公声终于停了
呼呼呼呼

我在想
如果在presentation的时候
我也可以使出来我这个 “强项”
那该有多好啊
嗯
下次要试试看了
hehe=）

an old picture

when i was 18 years old

wow

that time my skin was better than now x100times

(although that time was not the best skin i ever had)

oh my god

can i want it back??

my skin looks older now seriously

many problems come to find me

crows feet

smile lines

scars

acne

pimples

oh my godddd

i m just a 20 year old girl

how can it be??

what if after 10 years later

will i look like a 70 years old woman?

oh goshhhh

i dont want u guys

can i kick u out of my life??

T____T

one more one more

and my face is getting rounder and bigger

what the hell

fml

烦

最近
每个人都很爱问的问题
就是
“有男朋友了吗”
我就讲没有咯
then
他们又会问
那你的上一个
是在几时
烦死了
一定要酱问的meh
我要守寡
可以吗？
烦到啊

我的天啊
想到assignment就怕怕
哎哟喂呀
3个assignment
都跟不一样的人同组


first assignment
五个人
几乎只有两个人在做
就是我和另外一个come from bangladesh的男生la
其他三个
也都是
foreigner
有nigeria la，sudan la，bangladesh la
oh my god
有一些整天会讲讲罢了不会做的
有一些就整天讲没有空
到最后
就是我们俩在做咯
可是
我也好不到哪里去
因为大多数都是那个男生在做的
毕竟我英文又不是很好
然后对于那些Microsoft word， powerpoint
也不是很expert
所以
都是他做
然后我check
hahaha
讲真得
他真的很辛苦一下
每次我都会在facebook留message给他
一直不停的跟他讲thankyou thankyou
哈哈
对他几不好意思一下


second assignment
我的team member
就还好
所有的人
说实在的
并没有很厉害
我是比较差一点啦
剩下三个可以说是中等啦
有一个是女黑人哦
她很好
最丢脸是
有一个比我小的都厉害过我
色衰
oh gosh
下次presentation我可以不要酱紧张吗
WTF
我很怀疑
到底是什么原因
是不是我太自卑
还是什么
我也搞不清楚
讨厌自己够力够力


third assignment
只有三个人
在第一个assignment
我已经很头痛了
哪里知道
这第三个的也让我觉得很恐怖
因为
另外两个都超级超级厉害的啦
我的妈呀
怕怕咯
wow wow wow
有时候还蛮压力的咯
哭哭
=(

喔不！

喔不
我怎么那么爱暴饮暴食啊
每次都讲要减肥
可是好像越减越肥
又爱吃
又不运动
WTF
很多衣服又再变紧了啦
哭哭

有些事情
不是你想要就可以做到
我曾经也有过那个梦想
可是
当我长大了
我也就清醒了
其实
并不是说长大了就无法实现它
只是
我失去了一些东西
所以我再也没有信心
去实现我那个遥远的梦想了
就让它
永远留在我心底吧

彩虹的家

刚才
听了‘彩虹的家’后
我
哭了

可能
是这首歌令人太感动了

可能
是他的演员太厉害演戏了
我看他们哭
我也很想哭

也有可能
是我太久没有哭了
所以很想哭一下

有时候真想好好地大哭一场

天天好天

yo yo
今天去看了‘天天好天’
哈哈哈
我是个cheap精
人家早在新年前就看过了
我是新年要完了才去看
可是
其实还是很多人去看这部戏耶
因为当我们去买票的时候
已经剩前面第三排而已
哎哟喂呀
呵呵呵
ok
开始谈这部戏
这部戏对我来说
是不错看一下的啦
故事很简单也还蛮感动的一部戏
可是
我觉得这部戏唯一的缺点
是它有点太平了
应该怎么讲呢
也许应该讲说
我对这部戏的期望太大了吧
我以为会有很多高潮的戏码
哪里知道
却只是那样

本来我听说很多人看完这部戏都哭了
所以在我进去之前
我准备了很多tissue
因为我认为我会掉眼泪（为这部戏）
哪里知道
到了感动的部分时
其实我的眼泪已经在我的眼球里打转了
我本来很想哭出来的
可是我发现到我旁边的人都没有再哭
所以呢
我就忍着
不让眼泪留下来
哎哟喂呀
我的朋友怎么那么绝情啊
你哭一下我一定跟着你的吗
哎哟哟
而且
那个时候
我本来以为
后面还会有更感动的故事
所以我就在想
如果这个时后就哭也太快了吧
哪里知道
酱就结束了
结束的时候
我还吓到呢
心里想
做么酱快完的
haha
还有就是
在看戏的时候
我另外一边的阿婆
尽然睡着了
真是厉害啊
haha
我听到她的大呼声
wakakaka
很好笑啦
可是
很多人都很孝顺
因为他们都带自己的妈妈
来看这部戏
嗯
很乖很乖
hohoho
人啊
记得趁爸妈还在的时候啊
要好好孝顺他们
我也要
=)

it's been 2 days i cannot really sleep well
i had a lot of nightmares
i hope tonight will be a good night for me to have a sweet dream
=))

知道吗

haizzzzzz
黄曼雯
其实你有他们就偷笑了
不要再嫌东嫌西了
要知足
知道吗？？？

strawberries

since i have no class today
i did an experiment for my hair

do you guys know about it??
are these the real strawberries??
can i eat them??
hahahaha
i think u guys sure have some ideas about it, right??
lets see below and u will know

like an idiot=(...bao zhu po

tadaaaaaa
it is a natural hair curler
it costs me RM10.90
it is cheap, right??
it can help u to save ur money for buying an electric hair curler
and also it helps u to save the electricity
kakakaka
nice, right??
i bought it at 'yokoso japan'

tadaaaaaaa
this was the result after spending around 5 hours
i know i was failed in making nice curly hair
as u know i was just doing the second time for it
i tried it before but there was totally no result
but today
i could make my hair becomes curly
but the pattern was not nice
and the right hand side 1 and left hand side 1 are totally different
bahahahahaha
but i think i can do it better for the next time
yeahhhh!!!
anyone interested??
but it fades immediately
must use a hairsprayer when u go out so that it can stand longer
=))

压压压压力

突然觉得很有压力
想到下个星期二就要交draft of proposal
我就很紧张 很怕很怕
哎哟喂呀
怎么办
我的group member全部都是international student leh
本来有四个人的（加上我）
现在有一个好像消失不见了
剩下三个人
这样让我觉得更恐怖
我的天啊
到现在都没有准备到leh
什么题目都没有想好呢
完蛋啦
完蛋啦
我应付得来吗？？
明天................

boring

its thursday
damn boring laa
no class
haizzzzzzz
what to do
online
eat
watch drama
haizzzzzzzzz
boring life
stay at home is just wasting the electricity
i feel like finding a part time job laaa
but can i afford it??
who knows

Unknowledgeable

i am an unknowledgeable girl

i should learn more

hey hey hey
anyone here to see my blog??
i feel like nobody is watching my blog now
sob sob

em em em
it has been a long time i didnt update my blog
cause as i mention above
i got a feeling that this blog is already dead
it was dull i think
and everyone think like this also maybe

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
but i am not the famous blogger
i dunno how to attract people to come to see my blog
hahahahahaha
maybe i should jz do myself
em em em
many many things keep inside my heart
and i wanna say it out everytime
but finally i choose to jz keep inside my heart

should i say it out at here??
will anyone view it???
i am doubting~~~
=(